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  好娘

  母亲走了,永远的离开了她生活了一辈子的故土,结束了八十四岁的生命。

  葬礼结束后,我独自坐在屋前的草地上,思绪怎么也无法平静。母亲的音容笑貌,言谈举止,历历在目,仿佛就在眼前。

  月光下,偶而除能听到几声狗叫,空气静的令人窒息。院子周围的木杆上,挂满了鲜嫩的黄瓜和丝瓜,想到从此这里将是一片荒凉,禁不住潸然泪下。

  娘,您在那边还好吗?我可怜的娘,您一辈子的委屈,一辈子的泪,简直比门前的小河还要远长。

  母亲年轻的时候,是我们村有名的美人,不仅人长的好,而且有文化,有气质,家务活更是样样精通。乡亲们都说,她一定能找个好婆家,嫁个好丈夫。她自己也对未来充满了憧憬。然而,生活却往往不尽人意,命运同她开了个天大的玩笑。母亲十九那年,姥姥得了一场大病,姥爷花光了所有的积蓄,借遍了所有的亲友,也未能挽留住姥姥的命。为了还债,姥爷外出打工,家里仅剩下母亲和她年迈的奶奶。临近年关,姥爷回来了,但他没有带回令人期盼的钱物,有的只是一张憔悴的脸和一条残疾的腿。原来,姥爷不小心把腿砸伤了,老板只给他一点回家的路费,便不再理他了。多亏有位好心的老乡,不但给他喂水送饭,端屎,倒尿,还带他去寻医问药,姥爷这才保住了性命。为了答谢救命恩人,姥爷便将母亲许给了那人的儿子。

  尽管母亲一万个不愿意,但他还是嫁了。结婚后她才知道,父亲不仅身材矮小,而且脾气暴躁,嗜酒如命。一句话不投机就摔盆砸碗,稍有反抗更是变本加历,连打带骂,我的童年是看着父亲的暴力长大的。

  记得六岁那年,父亲外出喝酒,归来时已时夜里12点了。他因母亲没把水伺候好,硬是把暖壶摔的粉碎。不巧烟也没了,更是气不打一处来,抄起门前的棍子,狠狠的抽打,直打的遍体磷伤,棍子断裂,在母亲的跪求和我的哭声中才住手。母亲却还要带着哭腔去邻居家借烟回来。事后,父亲鼾声如雷,母亲却抱着我哭了一夜。

  每当看到别家的小朋友父母相亲相爱,我便羡慕不已。我们家为什么没有平等没有欢笑,没有温暖。不久,母亲又给我生了个妹妹,母亲除了下地干活,还要照顾我和妹妹,人忽然苍老了许多,白发悄然爬上了额头。也许是家庭的原因吧,我从小格外懂事,不但学习优秀,连家务活也样样能干。洗衣,做饭,看孩子,这些对别的小朋友十分陌生的词汇,我却做得井井有条。我怕父亲,恨父亲,平时几乎无话可谈,更不存在沟通,在我眼里,他只是一个严父,凡事自以为是的大男子主义。我常常偷偷的责怪母亲,为什么不离开他?母亲总是叹口气说:我不想让你的姥爷欠债,更不想为你们姐们俩找个后爸后妈。

  随着我和妹妹的逐渐长大,父亲的性格也略有好转,家中的生活条件也明显改善。偏偏这时,爷爷奶奶相继得了脑血栓,双双躺在床上,一切全都需要人照顾,父亲是独子,担子无疑落在了母亲身上,这一伺候就是七年。临终爷爷奶奶都是干干净净,房间连点异味都没有,为此母亲还被上级评为好媳妇呢。

  按常理,父亲能娶到这样一个漂亮,贤惠的媳妇应该知足,然而,人却往往是拥有的不懂的珍惜,得不到的总认为是美好的,直到失去,方知可贵,但为时已晚.。

  江山易改,本性难移,家中凡事都是父亲做主,大到家俱,家电,小到买菜做饭,事事都要商量,请示,唯恐招来责骂。看到无助的母亲,伤心难过,我暗自发誓,一定要拼命学习,考大学,跳出农门,飞的越远越好,把母亲接去,离开父亲,离开家乡,让为别人活着的母亲过几天舒心的日子。我是母亲的骄傲,我是母亲的未来和希望。

  高考结束,我以全市第一名的好成绩被北方名校录取。临行前的晚上,我彻夜难眠。坐在院子里,和母亲几乎谈了一宿的知心话。我问母亲:您后悔吗?母亲略有所思:说不后悔那是欺骗自己,即然命运这样安排,我别无选择。我少女时代是个天真活泼,无忧无虑的乐天派。盼望自己能找个如意伴侣,相亲相爱,幸福过一。但命运却是如此的不公,现实改变了我的一切,我已经对没有爱的婚姻麻木了。为了你姥爷的人情债,我认了,以后怕你们受委屈又忍了。我也曾想过,也许你们成人之时,就是我们分手之日,自己能在晚年离开笼子,不再担心打骂,不再做恶梦,不再牵挂你们,自己想干什么就干点什么,过几日自由的生活。不再面对手拿雕刻刀的人。然而,随着年龄的增长,我对一切都淡然了,这也许就是命,无法抗拒的命。

  时间过得真快,转眼我大学毕业,并找到了一份收入非常可观的工作,妹妹也考上了大学,我那总为别人而活的母亲也该放松放松了。

  暑假结束后,我准备带母亲去北方,父亲也答应了。谁知,还未等我们收拾行李,父亲却突然脑出血,差点就没命了。看着无法自理的父亲,看着憔悴的母亲,我矛盾极了,难道这就是命。母亲说啥也不走了,孩子,这都是命安排好的,这么多年,我也想开了,两人能够在一起那是缘份。虽然你父亲脾气大点,但比起那些吃喝玩乐的花花公子强多了。你爱的人不爱你,爱你的偏偏又是你不爱的,纵然他不爱你,你不爱他,却要共渡一生,真要分手那需要很大的勇气。也许上辈子我欠他的,来生他再补偿我吧。就这样,我母亲无怨无悔的陪父亲走过了最后的日子,父亲在自责和愧疚中离开了世。按说母亲再也没有留下的理由了,可是任凭我们磨破了嘴,母亲就是不松口。她说,自己离不开生活了一辈子的故土,离不开满院的花草青菜,离不开成群的鸡鸭,更离不开院旁的父亲。尽管他对不起她,但她却不想让他太孤独了。我无法理解母亲的感受,只有依她。

  七十三,八十四,阎王不叫自己去,母亲离开我们走了,她是无疾而终,走的是那样的安祥,那样的平静,那样的无牵无挂,这就是我的母亲,善良高贵的母亲,平凡无私的母亲,永远只为别人着想的好娘。

  爱

  每当看到别人用文字留下他们父母的点点滴滴,心里有种莫名的感伤,因为二十几年来,不管是在课堂作文,还是在平时的随笔中都很少提及我的父母,主要原因是自己觉得父母很平凡,生活也平淡无奇,没有任何传奇经历值得记录和回忆。但是,最近在网上看到几篇追忆父母的文章,流露出对逝者的怀恋,对当初未能尽孝的愧疚,我猛然发现,相比他们,我是多么的幸运,因为我的父母还健在,因为我还有报效父母养育之恩的机会。认真想来,正是父母这种平凡的、无私的、悄无声息的付出养育了我,供我上学,为我牵过。

  其实,生活中很多事情值得我去回忆,只是自己没有认识到回忆所蕴含的意义所在,或许说自己在逃避回忆,逃避责任,掩饰心中的惶恐。今天,我觉得有必要反省自己,鼓起勇气用文字留下对父母的思念与感恩,也是这些年来未能尽孝的忏悔。

  我出生在川南的一个小山村,父亲当过兵,做了二十多年的村干部,母亲是地地道道的农民,从小父母对我的要求就是读书、读书、还是读书,家里的农活从不要求我做,让我“走出”农村是他们最大的希望,因为他们饱尝了劳作的艰辛,整年的劳累却换不来多少积蓄,省吃俭用也只够学费。从小目睹父母起早探黑、风里来雨里去的艰辛劳作,我从内心也对留在农村产生了一种深深的恐惧,因此对于父母要我努力学习,离开农村的要求,我是赞同的,也努力为这个目标努力。

  父亲忙于村上的事务,家里七八个人的土地就落到了母亲的肩上,从我记忆开始,母亲生活里除了大年除夕和初一稍事休息外,几乎全年无休,屋檐下堆满的柴火是她从两三里以外的山上背下来的,没有杂草的庄稼地是她顶着烈日清除的,满脸的皱纹就是她劳累的真实体现,尽管母亲如此勤劳地伺候着庄稼,但每年的收成却是有限的,多年来,父母几乎不为自己添置一件新衣服,每年过节都是那件压箱底的衣服,款式早已落伍,颜色也有些褪去,但父母从未抱怨。

  家里最温馨的事情就是夏天暑假的大雨天,那样我们一家人就可以留在家里说说笑笑,共享家庭的幸福时光,母亲会坐在屋檐下,一边聊天一边做忙着手上的针线活,为家里人每人做一双千层底的布鞋,或者是为我们织一件毛衣,我则坐在她对面一边为她理线团,一边听大人们聊天,不懂的,偶尔还插上两句嘴,大人们往往会说:“大人的事,你懂啥子哦。”父亲的任务往往是推磨,将黄豆磨细,中午来一顿黄姜豆花,一家人围坐在一起尽享天伦之乐。

  很多美好的事情似乎就在昨天,而我离开父母身边却已经十年了,先是为了上学,现在是为了工作,远在千里之外,一年才能见到父母一面,十来天时间,像是匆匆过客,人长大了,与父母的话题也无法统一了,无法敞开心扉向他们诉说生活中、工作中的苦与乐。记得今年回四川出差,随便回了一次家,短短的一宿,父母和我就坐在电视机旁,对我的工作和生活问长问短,我躺在沙发上听他们唠叨,表现出很不耐烦的表情,言辞闪烁地回答他们的问题,现在想起来觉得自己是多么的任性、无理。尽管如此,劳累了一天的父母还是很高兴地陪着我,直到深夜也没有睡觉的意思,还是我说:“睡觉吧,我困了”。父母才收拾回屋睡觉,现在想来那可是我和父母一年中三百六十五分之一的团聚时间啊,我都没能好好珍惜。第二天早上,收拾行囊时,母亲问我需要带点什么,我说“城里什么都有,再说那么远的我怎么带”。现在想来,其实有一样东西是城里买不到的,那就是母爱。母亲把我送到马路旁等班车,看见车来了,突然她说要到镇上去买点东西,又送了一程,我知道,买东西是假,不舍是真,也许这就是对“儿行千里母担忧”的诠释。

  古人云:“百善孝为先”。父母不求回报地为我付出,而我连最简单的陪伴父母都没能做到,心里充满了自责和愧疚。我要用更多的时光陪伴为我付出一生的父母,在他们的余生里尽一个儿子的本分。

  你走了

  从昨晚开始台风就一直刮个不停,听着狂乱的风声,想起了您——亲爱的外婆。

  七年前的一个早上,我跟妈妈接到一个噩耗——外婆病重。是啊,七年了,怎么就七年了呢?你的面容还时时在我眼前浮现,你的声音还时时在我耳边响起。

  那天早上,接到外公打个的电话,说外婆您病重,要我们马上前往。当其时,我和妈妈就马上哭了起来,弟弟妹妹们听到声响也都相继起床,悲伤地哭起来。因为我们收到的信息是外婆病重,当时我还抱着饶幸的心,兴许能跟外婆您讲最后一句话,因为真的很久很久没见到外婆您的。

  在赶往外婆家的路上,我很坚强,眼睛对妈妈的表情一刻也不放过。就这样,终于到了,在村口的时候见到妹妹的堂妹,即我小姨。看样子是在等我们,小姨说:你们要光着脚走进去。妈妈当即哭了起来,而我,也终于知道,梦碎了。双膝跪在你的身边,感觉是假的,一切都是假的,你没走,你还在。可是你怎么就躺着纹丝不动,也不对我笑不跟我说话。你紧闭的双眼,紧闭着的嘴唇,是那么的熟悉,那么的安祥。我眼睛盯着您的脸,我告诫自己,永远不能忘记你。

  您的后事整整办了两天,妈妈和舅舅们几乎也是整整哭了两天。在您的丧礼上,我看到了最感动的画面。外公和舅舅,舅妈,妈妈哭作一团。这是我第一次也是目前为止见到的最感动的画面。大舅嚎嚎的哭着,地面被泪水滴湿了好大一块。我清楚地看到舅舅用了好几张的纸巾才把泪滩盖住。记得,有这么一刻时间,不知是我们都哭累了还是麻木了,都呆滞地坐在外婆身边。这时,外公走进不,悲戚地哭了起来。这时,舅舅和妈妈就马上叫外公不要哭,因为外公眼睛不好。外公竟说:没关系,听些老人说,如果亲属不哭,大去的人在下面会受苦,会被割肉的……接着我们都哭了起来。不知是被外公的用情至深感动了还是怕你在下面真的会被割肉。那天晚上我没有洗澡,因为听说,我们洗澡和洗头的水都要外婆您在下面喝完。

  您走后的第二天下午,大家依依不舍地把你放到棺材里面。可是我未能到里屋去看,我站在大门,想看外婆你最后一面,可是终是见不到。最后,只能不停地跪拜着棺材里面的您。在送你上车的那一刻,在看着车开远的那一刻,我好像才真切地认识到。外婆您真的走了,走远了,永远都不会再回来了。真的走了,真的离开了,离开了……

  您走了,可是我却很没用。我没能认真地读书,有负你对我的期望。我没能及时从悲伤中走出来,做了很多错时。我没能坚强,没能脚踏实地。算起来,我是一个好人,但是一个没本事的好人。我是一个孝顺老人,孝顺爸妈的人,却一点实质东西都拿不出来的人。您走了,我时时想起您,想起您的点点滴滴。因为我知道,外婆您是我永远是启明星,是我的动力。

  不知不觉,七年了,怎么好像是七天前的事情。好像,外婆您未曾走远,可是却见不到摸不着了。

  人生的岁月悠悠也短暂,人生的道路漫漫也有限,在我的心中,外婆您是我永远的神。对您的思念,直到我在往生的路上也不会断……

  想念姥姥

  姥姥是村里的“总理”

  上小学时,我还住在老家的小房子里,离姥姥家大概有二三里路吧。那时的姥姥60多岁,看起来精神矍铄。姥姥既有农村老太太特有的纯朴的一面,又沾有从旧社会里走出来的所谓“知识女性”的一点边儿。因此,村里但凡有红白之事,都会把姥姥请去做“总理”。所谓的“总理”,当然不是什么国家领导人物,就好像我们现在组织活动的策划者吧。总之,那时候感觉姥姥在我们村里是个“厉害”的角色。不但要当一个大家族男男女女几十口的家,还要操心管村里的一些“大事”,着实让我佩服。我们这帮她的外孙、孙子们,也确实为有这样一位姥姥、奶奶感到自豪。但是,姥姥对她的孙子是很严厉的,从来都是父母管不了的事,都会来她这里投诉,结果只要是姥姥一发话就“搞定”。我想她的孙子应该是对她又敬又怕的。可是姥姥对我,是从来不发脾气的,对我和妹妹总是疼爱有加。那时候,由于父母忙于生意上的事情,姥姥就经常给我们送饭菜来。一个大红花的搪瓷小盆,里面装满了热气腾腾的西红柿炒蛋。这就是至今我还很喜欢吃,也经常在家做的这个菜的原因。

  姥姥是大家闺秀

  慢慢的我长大了,上初中后,家里条件逐步好起来。于是搬离了老房子,在离姥姥家不远处盖起了新房。自从离姥姥家近了以后,我几乎是每天晚饭后都要去姥姥家的。有时候,会因为聊天聊太久,妈妈专门找上门来,打趣儿姥姥说抢了她儿子。一旁的姥爷和我就会哈哈大笑。每次去姥姥家,姥姥就会给我讲一些家长里短的事,还有她们年轻时那个年代发生的一些历史故事。听姥姥讲抗战年代,她们家族在白洋淀(河北安新县小兵张嘎的家乡)是一个大户。当时有东南西北四个大院。日本鬼子来了,进村烧杀抢掠,最后只剩下她们这一个大院的人幸存了下来。姥姥还给我讲过她们村里一个真实的故事。当时一个女人怀里抱着几个月大的孩子,胳膊腋窝里夹着逃难的小包袱,由于被日本鬼子追赶,妇女觉得小包袱是个累赘,在路边看到一口井,就随手把包袱扔进了井里。结果等甩脱了日本鬼子的追赶后,一看怀里抱着的竟是那个小包袱。女人当下就疯了……小时候的我仰视姥姥。我想,我的一些为人处事的基本道理,还有对真善美丑的理解判断,最初就是从姥姥那里学来的吧。姥姥是我的启蒙师。

  姥姥很爱讲究

  年轻时姥姥就是里里外外一把好手。无论是庄稼地里的农活,还是家里的油盐酱醋,样样做得好,样样做得精。别看她年轻时家境不错,嫁给了姥爷这个富农。但是自从解放,破“四旧”后,姥姥也着实吃了不少苦。姥爷属于典型的北方大老粗,年轻时姥姥可是没少挨打挨骂的。自解放了,姥姥才算是翻了身,最后又是姥姥当了姥爷的家。现在,只要姥爷“不听话”,或者让姥姥生了气,姥姥就会故意拿以前旧社会的账说事,姥爷除了傻笑,也就无可奈何了。站在一旁的我也会偷偷地笑,是啊,老小老小,人老了都是小孩子脾气,所谓老小孩儿嘛!对待生活姥姥可是一丝不苟,从来就不将就,讲究地很。家里总是打扫得干干净净。衣服虽然是老式的棉布服,但从来都是整整齐齐的。姥姥还有一个爱好就是喜欢养花。我的爱好也是隔代遗传了她的。记得上中学时,秋后我们在自家院子里挖一个约有两三米长,一两米宽的大坑。姥姥和我一起插纤月季花。待到第二年春天,插纤的200多棵月季苗就都成活了。现在自家院子里的月季花枝已长成了很粗壮的小树。还有和姥姥一起种下的柿子树,年年秋天火红的柿子就会挂满枝头。慢慢的姥姥老了,干家务有些吃力了。但是我们都知道她爱干净,爱讲究的生活习惯。所以每逢周末或者有时间,大家?要加个主语都会过去帮她打扫收拾房间。逢年过节我就负责帮姥姥擦玻璃,收拾花草。现在的姥姥都83了,听妈妈说,袜子上要是有一点小洞儿都是不穿的,一定要给她补好洗干净才肯穿。

  姥姥成了老小孩儿

  现在的姥姥已是穿衣吃饭需要人来照顾的“小孩子”了。每当想起我们小时候被姥姥疼爱照顾的情景,我的眼眶就会湿润,鼻子酸酸的。现在,我们是远离父母的南飘一族,对待父母我们还有能力尽孝,因为毕竟父母身体健康,我们如果没时间,父母能经常来我们这里走走。可是对于我们的姥姥姥爷、爷爷奶奶一辈儿呢,他们现在多已近朝杖之年。我们除了偶尔回老家去看望下,再想和他们一起生活,像小时候他们照顾我们一样来照顾他们,我们已是心有余而力不足。每每见到小区里那些爷爷奶奶含笑弄孙、操心护佑的情景,想到若干年后,这些当初呀呀学语的小家伙儿们一朝长大成人,自由飞翔,也有一片属于自己的天空,有一个属于自己的爱巢时,又有几人有机会来反哺这些当初给予自己一片平凡却安心天空的爷爷奶奶、姥姥姥爷?!……

  一个甲子的轮回要60年,一代人的轮回是近100年。又一个中秋团圆日快到了。妹妹暑假回了老家,昨晚看到她拍回来一些姥姥姥爷的照片后,突然伤怀。我和妻子讲,今年中秋要邮寄一盒月饼回去给姥姥,尽管姥姥那儿邮寄不便利。因为那不单单是对姥姥的一份孝心,更是对我心灵的一份慰籍。

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Good woman

The mother went, forever departure the native land that she lived all one's life, the life that ended 84 years old.

After funerary end, I sit on the meadow before house alone, how cannot feeling also calm. Maternal the likeness of a person laughs at appearance, bearing of the way one speaks or what he says, clearly is in eye, as if to be before.

Below moon, divide on occasion can hear a dog a few times to cry, air is static stifling. On the wood pole all round the courtyard, hang full fresh and tender cucumber and towel gourd, think of from now on here will be desolate, be unable to bear or endure shed silent tears.

Woman, are you returned there? My poor woman, you all one's life grievance, all one's life tear, the brook before comparing the door simply is even far long.

When the mother is young, it is the beauty with our famous village, not only what the person grows is good, and literate, have temperament, housework is all has a good command of more alive. Folkses say, she can look for a good husband's family certainly, marry a good man. Herself also looks forward to to was full of. However, the life often fares badly however, the destiny opened an extremely big fun with her. Mother that years 19, grandmother got an a serious illness, lao father flower became smooth all savings, borrowed all relatives and friends, also fail to persuade the life of grandmother to stay. For repay a debt, lao father goes out work, the grandma of mother and her old is remained only in the home. Face close the end of the year, lao as form of a address for an official or rich man came back, but the money other people that he did not bring back your person to expect, some is a piece of gaunt face and a leg of deformity only. Original, lao father breaks the leg not carefully, the boss gives him cost of a bit the way home only, manage no longer him. Thanks to have a well-meaning fellow-townsman, not only feed water to send a meal to him, carry excrement, pour make water, still take him to search cure to ask medicine, lao as form of a address for an official or rich man this ability maintained life. To acknowledge savior, lao father promised the mother the son of that person.

Although the mother is not willing 10 thousand times, but he still was married. After marrying, she just knows, father not only the figure is short, and grumpy, wine of be addicted to is like a life. A word is not congenial throw a basin to break a bowl, having revolt a bit is to change to add one by one originally more, connect dozen of belt to scold, my childhood is the force that looks at father is grown.

Remember 6 years old that year, father goes out drink, when returning already when at night at 12 o'clock. He did not serve water good because of the mother, just smash what the thermos flask falls. Inopportune smoke also was done not have, it is gas does not make one part more, take the stick before the door, the lash of firm firm, the phosphor alling over body that hits continuously is hurt, stick ruptures, the genuflect sue for peace in the mother stop of the ability in my cry. The mother is being taken even however cry antrum goes to neighbour home borrowing smoke. After the event, father snores thunderously, the mother was holding me in the arms to cry however overnight.

See the child parents that fastens the home is deeply attached to each other every time, I am envied unceasingly. Why doesn't our home have mirth without equality, without warmth. Before long, the mother gave birth to a little sister to me again, the mother works besides go to the fields, take care of I and little sister even, person suddenly aged a lot of, white hair mounted forehead sadly. The reason that perhaps is a family, I as a child sensible all the more, not only study is outstanding, live even housework also all is able. Wash clothes, cook, see the child, these very new to other little girl vocabularies, I am done in perfect orderly however. I am afraid of father, hate father, do not have a word to be able to talk almost at ordinary times, more nonexistent communicate, in my eye, he is a Yan Fu only, the old man creed with self-righteous everything. I often secretly blame mother, why to leave him? The mother always sighs to say: I do not think the Lao father that lets you is in debt, do not want to be your elder sister more people two search hind father stepmother.

As I and little sister be brought up gradually, father's disposition also improves somewhat, the living conditions in the home also is improved apparently. Unluckily at this moment, grandfather grandma got cerebral thrombus in succession, in pairs lies on the bed, all all need a person to take care of, father is alone child, burden falls on maternal body undoubtedly, this is served is 7 years. Mortal grandfather grandma is clean, the room does not have even dot peculiar smell, still be judged by superior for this mother had better daughter-in-law.

Press constant manage, father can be married such beautiful, virtuous daughter-in-law should content with one's lot, however, the person often is to embrace what some does not understand to cherish however, those who cannot get is total those who consider as happiness, until lose, just know commendable, but when be late already. .

Country changes easily, nature moves hard, the everything in the home is father is done advocate, big excellent all, home appliance, small to buy dish to cook, at every turn wants to discuss, ask for instructions, wary speak scold. See helpless mother, sad and sad, I pledge secretly, must learn desperately, take an examination of an university, jump out farming door, the Yue Yuanyue that fly is good, receive the mother, leave father, leave home town, let be the mother with living others to spend Shu Xin's time a few days. I am maternal pride, I am maternal future and hope.

The university entrance exam ends, I with whole town the first good achievement is admitted by northward name school. Before before leaving in the evening, I all night difficult Mian. Sit in the courtyard, talked one constellation almost with the mother. I ask a mother: Do you regret? The mother is thought of somewhat: Saying not to regret is him deceit then, namely like that the destiny is arranged so, I have no alternative. My girlhood is innocent and lively, carefree optimist. Look forward to oneself to be able to search flexibly spouse, be deeply attached to each other, pass happily one. But the destiny is however such unjust, reality changed everything my, the marital coma that I had loved to doing not have. For the favor debt that your Lao as form of a address for an official or rich man, I admitted, with fear after the event you were upset by unkindness to be borne again. I ever also had thought, when perhaps you grow up, it is the day that we part company, oneself can leave basket in old age, worry no longer beat and scold, become nightmare no longer, care you no longer, oneself think what does, live free life a few days. Face a hand to take the person of graver no longer. However, as the growth of the age, I am right everything indifferently, this perhaps is a life, the order that cannot defy.

Time passes really quickly, in an instant my university graduates, found the job with a very considerable income, the little sister also is taken an examination of attended a college, I always am others then and vivid mother also should be loosened loosened.

After summer vacation ends, I prepare to take a mother to go northward, father also agreed. Who knows, had not waited for us to clear away baggage, father is abrupt however cerebral hemorrhage, within an inch of with respect to die. Look at the father that cannot provide for oneself, look at gaunt mother, I am extremely contradictory, this is a life. The mother says what also did not go, the child, the lot has arranged this, so old, I also think, two people can be lot then together. Although your father is bit more hot-tempered, but the playboy compared with those idle away in seeking pleasure is much stronger. The person that you love does not love you, love you unluckily again you do not love, even if he does not love you, you do not love him, cross lifetime in all, should part company really the courage with that very great need. Perhaps go up I owe all one's life his, he compensates a future life again I. such, my mother is not had complain those who do not have regret to accompanied father to had taken last time, father is in self-condemned the world left in remorsing with ashamed. Ordinarily the mother also does not have the ground that leave again, can be at one's convenience we are worn-out the mouth, the mother is not release what is held. She says, the native land that oneself cannot leave to live all one's life, cannot leave the green vegetables of flowers and plants of full courtyard, cannot leave the gallinaceous duck of group, more cannot leave the father by the courtyard. Although he Is am sorry she, but she does not want to make him too alone however. I do not have what legal principle solves a mother to experience, depend on her only.

73, 84, hades does not call him, the mother left us to go, she is to die without known cause, those who go is in that way serene, in that way quiet, in that way careless, this is my mother, the mother of kind-hearted nobility, ordinary and altruistic mother, it is the good woman of others consider only forever.

Love

See people stays the dribs and drabs of their parents with the character every time, there is kind of ineffable sentiment in the heart, because come two years, no matter be,write a composition in classroom, still be in at ordinary times the parents that I allude rarely in essay, main reason is he feels parents is very ordinary, the life is bland also, without any legend experience is worth record and memory. But, the article of parents of a few recall sees on the net recently, shed the think fondly of that shows pair of person that die, to failing at the outset the ashamed of filial piety remorses, I discover abruptly, compare them, I am how lucky, because my parents returns be still living and in good health, because I still have,render service to repay kindness the opportunity of the favour that parents fosters. Want to come seriously, be this plants parents ordinary, altruistic, of quiet silence pay fostered me, go to school for me, had pulled for me.

Actually, a lot of things in the life are worth me to recollect, it is oneself did not realise memory place only accumulate contained meaning place, say oneself are escaping memory probably, play truant, conceal the terrified in the heart. Today, I feel to be necessary to meditate oneself, hearten the longing that keeps pair of father and mother with the character and be thankful, also be these year will fail the confess of filial piety.

I am born in plain a little village south, father has been become arms, did village cadre of more than 20 years, the mother is genuine farmer, parents asks to mine even if read as a child, read, still read, the farm work in the home never asks I am done, letting my “ walk out of ” country is their biggest hope, because they are full,tasted working hardships, overworked of years whole is changed however will not more or less be accumulated, live frugaly is only enough also tuitional. Witness parents to have early sound as a child the hardships that goes in rain will work in black, wind, I also generated a kind of deep fear to staying in the country from the heart, because this wants me to try hard to learn to parents, leave rural requirement, I am approve of, also try hard for this target hard.

The work that father attends at the village, the land of 78 people in the home falls to maternal shoulder, from me memory begins, mix besides good year the New Year's Eve in maternal life outside resting a little first, almost annual is not had cease, she carries the firewood of the stack below eave on the back from 3 lis of two hill beyond, she is carrying burning sun on the head to keep clear of the crop land that does not have fireweed, all over the face the true substance that furrow is her overworked shows, although the mother is serving crops with one's shoulder to collar so, but annual harvest is finite however, come for years, parents acquires for oneself scarcely a new clothes, celebrating a festival every year is that dress that presses one's store of valuables, design is already moss-grown, color also has some of come out, but parents never complains.

The sweetest thing in the home is summer the big wet of summer vacation, in that way our family can stay in the home to say josh laugh, share happy days of the family, the mother can sit below eave, chat to do the needlework work on busy hand at the same time at the same time, make a pair of cloth shoes of 1000 bottoms each for the family member, perhaps knit a sweater for us, my criterion sits opposite her to be her manage clew at the same time, listen to old people to chat at the same time, do not understand, now and then still insert on two mouths, old people often can say: The thing that “ Yours Excellency, you know what child oh. The task of ” father often is to push grind, soya bean mill, will fizzle out midday Jiang Dou is beautiful, the family is surrounded sit together to all enjoy family happiness.

The thing of a lot of happiness is in it seems that yesterday, and I leave beside parents however already 10 years, it is to go to school first, now is for the job, far it is besides a thousand li, one year ability sees parental one side, 10 come between climate, resembling is hasty passing traveller, the person was brought up, with parental word the problem also cannot be united, cannot open his mind to recount the life to them the suffering with medium, medium job and happy. Remember answering Sichuan to be away on official business this year, returned the home casually, short one constellation, parents and I sit beside the television, to my job and life make detailed inquiries, I lie on sofa to listen to them to chatter, show very impatient expression, one's words twinkles the question that the ground answers them, want to feel oneself are now how capricious, unjustifiable. Nevertheless, overworked parents of a day or gladly for company I, also do not have the meaning that sleep till the late night, still be I say: “ sleeps, I stranded ” . Parents just clears away a house to sleep, in thinking coming can be I and parents a year then now of 1/365 reunite time ah, I fail to be cherished well. The following day in the morning, when clearing away travelling bag, the mother asks I need what to take, I say the whats in “ city have, say how I so far take ” again. Want to come now, like having actually, the thing cannot be bought in the city, that is mother love. The mother sends me regular bus waits by the driveway, see the car came, suddenly she says to want to buy bit of thing to the town, sent one Cheng again, I know, shopping is false, be not being abandoned is true, perhaps this is pair of “ the explanation that mother of travel a thousand li worries ” .

The ancients cloud: Filial piety of 100 be apt to is “ first ” . Parents does not beg redound ground to be paid for me, and I fail even the simplest company parents to accomplish, was full of in the heart self-condemned remorse with ashamed. I should accompany the father and mother that gives lifetime for me with more days, the devoir of a son is used up in their survive.

You went

Begin a typhoon to blow ceaseless all the time from last night, hearing frantic rumor, remembered grandmother of your —— dear.

A 7 years ago in the morning, I receive grandmother of —— of a sad news of the death to get a severe disease with mom. Be, 7 years, how with respect to 7 years? Your countenance still emerges at the moment in me constantly, your sound still rings in my side side constantly.

That day in the morning, receive grandfather to hit phone, say grandmother you get a severe disease, want us to be headed for immediately. When meantime, I and mom cried immediately, brother little sisters hear noise to also get up in succession, cry sadly. The information that receives because of us is grandmother gets a severe disease, I still am holding Rao Xing's heart in the arms at that time, maybe can follow grandmother you speak, because very long really very long did not see grandmother your.

Catching up with toward the road of grandmother home, I am very firm, the eye also is not let off momently to mom's expression. such, arrived eventually, in village mouth when the cousin that sees a little sister, namely I am small aunt. It seems is to waiting for us, little one's mother's sister says: You want smooth foot to go in. Mom cried at once, and I, also know eventually, the dream broke. Double genu genuflect is beside your, the feeling is false, everything is false, you did not go, you still are in. But how are you lying absolutely still, incorrect also I laugh not to talk with me. The double eye of your lock, the lip that lock wears, it is so familiar, so serene. My eye is staring at your face, I admonish oneself, can never forget you.

Your funeral affairs did two days full, mom and uncles also were to cry two days full almost. On your funeral, I saw the picture that touchs most. Grandfather and uncle, aunt, mom cries posse. This is me also be current for the first time till the picture that touchs what see most. Of wail of wail of big mother's brother crying, the ground is dripped by tear wet very big together. I see the uncle used several pieces paper towel to just cover lachrymal beach clearly. Write down, have so momently time, knowing is we cry tired still be coma, sit dully beside grandmother. At this moment, grandfather is walked into not, bei relative ground cried. At this moment, uncle and mom call grandfather not to cry immediately, because grandfather eye is bad. Grandfather says unexpectedly: Irrespective, listen to some of old person to say, if the relative does not cry, the person that goes greatly can have a rough time below, can be cut fleshy …… caught us to cry. Knowing is be cut by the reachs to was touched or be afraid that you are true below greatly with affection meeting of grandfather the flesh. I did not bathe in the evening that day, because hear, we bathe and the water of shampoo wants grandmother you are drunk below.

After you go the following day afternoon, everybody ground of be reluctant to part puts you to bier inside. But I fail to look to back room, I stand in the gate, want to visit grandmother you are last, but be eventually,do not see. Finally, can keep only worship on bended knees is worn inside bier you. Sending the car on you that momently, in what look at Che Kaiyuan that momently, I seem to just realise clearly. You visited grandmother really, go far, won't come back again forever. Went really, left really, left ……

You went, but I am very trashy however. I fail to read seriously, have lose your hope to me. I fail to go in time from inside sadness, when doing a lot of faults. I fail firm, fail hardheaded. Appear, I am a good person, but a good person that does not have skill. I am a filial old person, the person of filial pa Mom, however thing of a bit essence does not take the person that come out. You went, I remember you constantly, remember your dribs and drabs. Because I know, grandmother you are me it is Venus forever, it is my motivation.

Imperceptible, 7 years, how be like is the thing 7 days ago. Seem, your have not visits grandmother far, can be to see less than feeling be not worn however.

The years leisurely of life is brief also, the road of life is boundless finite also, in my heart, grandmother you are my forever god. To your longing, going up to also won't break …… toward strange way till me

Miss grandmother

Grandmother is the Premier “ ” of the village

Go up when elementary school, I still live in the little room of native place, have 23 lis of ways probably from grandmother home. The grandmother in those days is many 60 years old, look spirit is hale and hearty. Grandmother has the honest one side with rural peculiar old lady already, a bit edge that is stained with the ” of female of alleged “ knowledge that goes from old society again. Accordingly, village in every case has Gongbai's thing, can go to grandmother doing Premier “ ” please. ” of so called Premier “ , not be figure of what country leader of course, be like us to organize mobile machinator now. Anyhow, that moment feels grandmother is in our village is a “ the part of fierce ” . Not only should become a great familial mem and women a few home, worry about even the ” of important matter of a few “ that is in charge of the village, let me admire indeed. We the daughter's son that this helps her, grandchildren people, also feel proud to have a such grandmother, grandma really. But, grandmother is very severe to her grandchildren, it is the job that parents cannot provide, can come complain here, if grandmother sends a word,do with respect to “ only as a result decide ” . The grandchildren that I think her should be right she respects what be afraid of again again. But grandmother is right I, do not get angry, always be very fond of to I and little sister have add. Await in those days, because parents busies shoppy thing, grandmother often delivers meal to us. The enamel of a big safflower is small, inside replete reeky tomato fries an egg. This is up to now I still like to eat very much, the reason of this food that often also makes in the home.

Grandmother is a daughter of an eminent family

Slowly I am grown, go up after junior high school, the condition in the home is progressively better. Move then left old room, building nearby from grandmother home had bridal chamber. Since leaving grandmother home close, I should go to grandmother home after dinner everyday almost. Occasionally, because the meeting chats Liao Taijiu, mom searchs technically come to come, jokingly grandmother said to grab her son. Aside Lao as form of a address for an official or rich man and I can burst out laughing. Go to grandmother home every time, grandmother can say the short thing in a few parents to me, still have the story of a few histories of that time happening when they are young. Listen to grandmother to say time of war of resistance against aggression, they are familial in white foreign form sediment (Heibei installs new county batman piece home town) it is a large family. There is southeast northwest at that time 4 courtyard. Japanese devil came, burn into the village kill loot, remain them only finally the person of this one courtyard survived. Grandmother still has told a real story in their village to me. There is adopting the child in bosom of a woman at that time, arm is axillary li of Xiaobao that placing flee from a calamity baggage, because be chased by Japanese devil, the woman feels small to the package is an encumbrance, a well sees in roadside, throw the weight into the well with respect to conveniently. After waiting for those who swung Japanese devil to chase as a result, seeing what holding in the arms in the bosom is that Xiaobao baggage unexpectedly. Feminine instantly is mad in one's childhood I admire …… inspect grandmother. I think, the main reason that my a few humanness play, still have ugly to the true understanding judgement, it is at first from what learn to come over there grandmother. Grandmother is my illuminative division.

Grandmother loves to pay attention to very much

Young when grandmother is outside and in an ace. No matter be the farm work in crop land, still be the daily necessaries in the home, all is done well, all is done essence of life. Do not see the family financial situation when she is young pretty good, married Lao as form of a address for an official or rich man this kulak. But since liberate, after ” of broken “ FOUR OLDS, grandmother also took many pain indeed. Lao father belongs typical northward uneducated person, young when but grandmother is done not have little take a beating those who get a scolding. Liberated oneself, grandmother just is crossed a body, finally is grandmother was become the home that Lao as form of a address for an official or rich man. Now, want Lao father “ only not obedient ” , perhaps let grandmother get angry, grandmother says a thing with respect to the Zhang that can take old before society intentionally, lao as form of a address for an official or rich man besides giggle, also with respect to have no alternative. The station is in aside I also am met laugh of on the sly, be, grown-ups and children of grown-ups and children, the person became old it is dot disposition, alleged old child! Treating life grandmother can be meticulous, all along not put up with, exquisite ground very. Always clean neatly in the home. Although the dress is vintage cotton cloth is taken, but it is shipshape. Grandmother still has a hobby to like to raise a flower namely. My hobby also is atavistic her. Remember the period in going up, after autumn we dig to have two 3 meters long about in oneself courtyard, 9 meters wide large hole. Grandmother and I insert fine Chinese rose to spend together. Wait for spring, the seedling of many 200 Chinese rose that inserts fine survived. The Chinese rose beautiful branch in oneself courtyard already blossommed now very brawny sapling. Still have and grandmother is planted together the persimmon tree below, the persimmon with annual fiery autumn can hang full branch. Slowly grandmother is old, dry housework is a little demanding. But we know she loves clean, love cultured habits and customs. So whenever there perhaps is time on the weekend, everybody? Should add a subject to be able to help her clean in the past clear away a room. On holidays I brush glass with respect to responsible side grandmother, clear away flowers and plants. Present grandmother 83, listen to mom to say, on the sock if have small hole do not wear, must have filled to wash clean ability to agree to wear to her.

Grandmother became old child

Present grandmother already was clad have a meal need the “ dot ” that the person will come to take care of. Remember the scene that we are very fond of to take care of by grandmother in one's childhood every time, my orbit is met wet, nose acid is acerbity. Now, we are the Na Piao gens that are far from parents, serve father and mother we are capable still to use up filial piety, because after all parents is healthy, if we do not have time, parents often can come go here. Can be grandma of the grandmother Lao father to us, grandfather one generation, they are much now of rod or staff used for a specific purpose of close already government year. We besides now and then answer native place to visit below, want to live together with them again, picture in one's childhood they take care of us to take care of them euqally, we already were unable to do what one wants very much to do. Often see those grandfather grandmas in the village have a smile on his face lane grandson, worry about the scene that protects bless, think of a certain number of after year, these at the outset the bub of babble people in one day is grown grow up, freedom flies, also have a sky that belongs to oneself, when having a love nest that belongs to oneself, a few people has an opportunity to come to to feed back these to give these at the outset again ordinary set his mind at however does Lao of grandfather grandma of the sky, grandmother a form of a address for an official or rich man? ! ……

The metempsychosis of an a cycle of sixty years wants 60 years, the metempsychosis of generation person is nearly 100 years. Reunion day was gotten on for another mid-autumn. Little sister summer vacation returned old home, after seeing she takes the picture that Lao of a few grandmother as form of a address for an official or rich man last night, hurt a bosom suddenly. I and wife are told, should mail mid-autumn this year a moon cake goes back grandmother, although grandmother there mail disadvantageous benefit. Because that is not the heart of a filial piety to grandmother only, one be pair of my hearts more comforts book.

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